running, running away

I question my own judgment at all times, at least in retrospect!, but feel particularly vulnerable at the moment. I am trying to nurture this vulnerability (for I can no longer be an innocent ingenu, naive) in general, and particularly in matters of the heart. Cynicism and "logic" have not served me so well over the years, I've hardly grown.

I'm now caught between that raw vulnerability and the incessant questioning of EVERYTHING